Introspection

Didymos Wed Jan 19, 2011 12:27 pm

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Post n°101

Re: Introspection

Didymos Wed Jan 19, 2011 12:27 pm

An excellent exposition Rok; well done.

Yes the emotional energy is so potent in the human, as it defines an 'acceleration potential' in the great polar opposites, say like feeling high and good (or happy with self and the world) or 'down and out' and depressed and melancholic.

It is very natural, and the key issue which differentiates this Gaian Cocoon from the rest of the universe (in the 2 million kilometer bubble).

So the trick is the Spock-Data trick.
To Know one's emotional potential, yet attempting to override with the logic (well sometimes, most times if you have hard heads of flint like the Ezekilean prophet mirrors).
And the reason - knowledge of the HeShe in harmony with the Wisdom of the Body, the Sophia of the femmes.

It's meant to remain the mystique for the male understanding this femme raison de etre' in all worlds, old and new. No utopian metamorphosis is rtequired for that, as it is inbred into the human cosmogenomatic template.

It is what makes them so desirable to the males - this unpredictability. Of course those males are the ones not seeking the control, so they are labeled as Blueys or starmen or something like that.

Yes you got the 'free will' thing right. The many individual 'timelines' are all the individuated 'choices' they are all overridden by the Logos timeline, instigated as the collective envelope for the purpose to - well evolve the collective no matter what the individuated logi might do or attempt to do.

This collective then includes all sentiences, without exception and so to overcome the polarity issues - the enemy within - becomes the prerogative for the 'new humans', sick of the old BS of the majority.
It is hard work, not at all easy - especially inside the cocoon.
Cheers
Tonyblue

Neo2012 Wed Jan 19, 2011 6:11 pm

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Post n°102

To all...

Neo2012 Wed Jan 19, 2011 6:11 pm

In response to all your recent posts....

The "self" on its own its "pure", and when we act according to the "self" we act with purity, and our thoughts and actions flow together beautifully without pollution or contamination. Thus, we are able to reflect God's image!

However, when I said, "your motives aren't pure", I guess I should've elaborated more and gone out all the way to say "Be mindful of your thoughts and feelings as to not contaminate your true self"

As you said, she is very passionate about her beliefs, she sees, feels and thinks with her heart and has the uncontrollable need to express those feelings...

Sweetheart, aren't we all? Isn't it Godly? - Holly Book, 66 books of inspired expression!

However, "purity" for the most part is often manifested in the end result of a specific action taken wherein "motive", and "intent" later becomes the questionable targets. But such is the way of the "blind" man!

Example, the Catholic Church was very "passionate" about converting everyone to Christianity...where did that lead? -

Hitler, was very "passionate" about the white race...where did that lead?

Where not their motives "pure" and "uncontaminated" expression of God himself? - Ah that is questionable! Isn't it? -

Those having the sight know that passion is a form of "pollution" or "impurity", in fact, all emotions are pollution.

Pollution is everywhere, and all around us, in all its forms, and being both visible and invisible! Although, we cannot escape contamination, we can be mindful, and we can see and treat the symptoms if we are indeed self-aware!

Emotions? Ha! Ever heard the expression, “clouded by emotions”? –

That is what emotions are…. clouds that block logic and rational. Nothing short of impurities that cloud our true self!

CHOICE? – Are you serious? - (Now I know you guys are still in your diapers!)

There is NO choice you fool! There is only UNDERSTANDING, DISCERNMENT, and COMPREHENSION! We either understand or not!

FATE = LOGIC = PREDICTIBILITY = LAWS OF LARGE NUMBERS = RISK = STATISTICS = ANAMOLY = PREDETERMINATION = CONTROL

Logic dictates predictability, mathematics and statistics, laws that govern the Universe and all things therein!

What humans call destiny, fate, and/or free will is nothing short of an equation 1+1=2! (Get it?)

Logic is seen in everything….

God knows this; he created the Universe and everything in it! He is genius of mathematical equations and therefore “Judas had “no choice” other then to betray Jesus” all we are left with is trying to UNDERSTAND, DISCERN, and COMPREHEND the why? -

(I've said it again...why? is the real power)

There will be “wickedness” and there will be “meek ones”

Negative and Positive! Ying & Yang!

Similarly, a very, very light variation of this can be seen in facts such as this one:

You may not be aware but in 20 years you’ll develop an aggressive form of cancer that will claim your life! This information has been embedded in your DNA from the beginning of your creation! Yet, you may live right now completely unaware, feeling healthy and good about yourself. And, if someone where to told you how you where going to die, you’d probably laugh it off and think they are full of shit!

However, the truth is, logic dictates predictability; you will develop this type of cancer, there is no escape from it!

True, we can defy logic, we can defy gravity only for a short period, then everything that goes up, eventually must come down! Rules can be broken, objects can be suspended in mid air, again, this is only for a short time and it does not undermine logic...their is logic even in defiance!

So what roll does “emotions play”, “free will”, and the thoughts of “choice”?

Our minds cannot perceive this but they are part of the programming of an alternate reality, (Matrix) created in order for us to be able to function, to be able to feel happiness through achievements and success or sadness and disappointment through feelings of failures. A dream world in which we are able to express love, anger, content, and hatred and claim mistakes, accidents, and good or bad choices and perform in the greatest of all spectacles, the greatest theater ever created…The Theater of Life!

If you are to be “free” you must come to understand YOUR role, play your part, play your character, and be your “self”. We are part of a Masterpiece! And, it’s beautiful!

Hence, I had said, “All is illusion”

I guess for you a movie, a Broadway play or Musical…are real too! - The choices the character’s make, are they real choices too! hhmm –

Please, don't tell Superman he cannot really fly! It will kill his Ego!!!

Do not tell Rok & Xeia they are not fucking Avatars! They will plunge into self defense mode!

Do not tell Tony he is not fucking John and that he did not write the book of Revelations for he will think and say..."am a competitor"

People, Angels would do anything to materialize and experience mortality, emotions, love, lust, sex, seduction, and so much more. In fact, they have!

Why don't I ever talk about myself? -

Because, the children never stay still long enough! They always want to play!

G’day

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Neo2012 Wed Jan 19, 2011 10:56 pm

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Post n°103

To Xeia...

Neo2012 Wed Jan 19, 2011 10:56 pm

Xeia, said in Post 99 that she sees me, “i see into your soul, i can feel you.”

There is no doubt that you do feel me Xeia...

Question is Xeia…

Why did YOU pick my user id to be Neo2012 on Heaven? –

Wasn't it YOU that picked that id for me?

Did I ever mention Neo or the year 2012 to you?

Did we ever talk about the Matrix or Avatar? - Hmmmm

I’ll go even further, in fact, wheren't you the one who found me?

Do you like watching me Xeia? - How long have you been watching me Xeia? -

Why would I give you a picture of me back in High School?

Where you my girlfriend? Surely, there must be some sort of explanation?
Why didn't I give a picture of me to NO ONE ELSE except YOU? -

A my The One? - Hhmmm? -

To all who says, "I see you"....

DO YOU SEE ME?

Do you see me as a Jehovah’s Witness or
Pentecostal or a Seventh Day Adventist?
Do you see me as a Catholic or
A Protestant or a Lutheran?
Do you see me as a Mormon or
An Orthodox or an Atheist?

Do you see me as a scientist or
An Evolutionist or a philosopher?
Do you see me as Scientologist or
A Methodist, or an idealist?

Do you see me as a mythologist or
A logos believer or as being part of some Clan?
Do you see me a scientist, or doctor,
A medicine man, or Shaman?

Do you see me as a Republican or
Democrat, or Communist or
Socialist, or Diplomat, or Platonist or
A neutralist or a Theocrat?

Do you see me as a Leader or
A follower, or someone who is Lost?
Or someone to be taught?
Do you see me as white man or
A black man, or Indian or Chinese,
Or a Jew or an Israeli or Hindu?

Do you see me as being Cuban, or
Puerto Rican, Russian or American?

Do you see me as a fellow man, or
A fellow enemy, or some sort of rival?
How do you see me? –

Who am I in your eyes?

I am that I am.

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Neo2012 Wed Jan 19, 2011 11:54 pm

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Post n°104

NEO - Who am I?

Neo2012 Wed Jan 19, 2011 11:54 pm

I was born in Santa Clara, province of Villa Clara, Cuba. I am the son of a self made construction engineer who was very successful in designing and building homes brick by brick, and a peasant girl, daughter of a small farm owner who raised cattle and trained Spanish horses.

However, all of this changed when Cuba became a totalitarian state controlled by President Fidel Castro exercising control over all aspects of life through the Communist Party they seized ownership of the farm, cattle, horses, and crops.

My grandparents had migrated from Spain and had settled in Cuba and where not able to leave when this happened. It is said that my grandfather got very ill after these events, lost his smile, his will to live and eventually died of a heart attach in his early 40’s.

Both my parents never attended school or had any real education, yet, they learned how to read, write, farm, my mother became a master seamstress, and my dad began as a laborer until becoming skilled enough to work independently.

My mother met my father at my grandfather’s farm as a convict (political prisoner) doing labor at the farm while carrying out his 10 years sentence for having lead a revolt, shooting a military officer, stealing a boat and attempting to escape the Island. He was very fortunate not to had end up dead, if not, for a Communist friend who extended help he would’ve definitely had been gunned down.

My parents had three children. And, I was the second attempt to having a boy, the first one died at birth. As baby I was born healthy and strong. However, my mother was unable to breast feed, food was scarce (no formulas) and I was breast fed by a black woman who apparently had also given birth and was able to nurse both her child and myself. Soon after, months later, I became very ill, parasites, amoebas had caused severe infections in my body, invading my liver, and causing serious health issues which where discovered some years later!

I had already lost an incredible amount of weight by then, and I had became chronic anemic, and not being able to hold any food down I had completely lost my appetite. Things lead to many symptoms including, abdominal and intestinal issues, and doctors lacked the ability to treat my condition do to lack or resources.

The only thing that could save me prolonging my life was a blood transfusion, which my parents refused because they are Jehovah’s Witnesses. Finally, I fainted in my father’s arms losing all consciousness; the last thing I remembered was being rushed to the Hospital on foot by my father, shirtless, barefoot, as I passed to the world of the inexistent, as I fell into a deep coma.

It was then, at the age of 4 that I lived through what some would call a miracle. The doctors could not do anything to help me. And, my parents refused blood transfusion. Therefore, for fear that the Doctors would give me a transfusion anyways (being a communist government) my parents took me back home expecting the worse.

I would soon die but not yet! And so, for three days I had fever that wouldn’t go away, and all I could do was breath and sweat profusely. Holding on, without food, liquids, and merely just living on prayers, I held on to life! Until the third day when I opened my eyes to the sight of a needled being inserted through my left thumb, right through the middle of it, however, I felt no pain! I awoke completely healed, the fever had ceased, and the illness that had been afflicting me was gone. And, I could feel a ferocious appetite.

People say that when you are in a coma you may still be able to hear others around you, but I don’t remember hearing anyone, nothing other then my last vision before my eyes where shut close. Nothing except a quick drop in body temperature, shivering coldness, and every ounce of energy being drained right out of me until finally fainting. Thus, it was in this state of unconsciousness that God proceeded to mold me as he saw fit!

Dreams my boy! The dream world, heaven and hell, the answers where implanted and embedded as I walked through the valley of the shadows of death! Of course, I was too young to make sense of it, however, I felt a force in me, one of invincibility, and self -knowledge.

By the age of 5 years old, I had full knowledge of all the books (in order) from Genesis to Revelations. And, I could already make references to texts by memory and converse with grown ups about deep spiritual subjects with indisputable authority!

Rocks would literally bounce of me without a single scratch, and later they would simply not hit me at all as I was often ambushed walking from school to the house by communist kids that seem to hate me because I would not pledge allegiance to Cuba’s national anthem nor agree with communist ideologies. And, many times teachers would put pressure on me, and make kneel on top of hard granite floors, or hit me with rulers across my thighs until breaking or into I bled as punishment. Other times they would threaten my parents with jail sentences and with taking me away from them as a form of manipulation to have me give up our faith in God.

The Boy King...

As a boy, instead of toys, and video games I was given a Mighty Sword and the strength to wield it. I was known as the Boy Warrior of Santa Clara. I would come home and sit under a Guava tree to pray and meditate upon the wounds inflicted by others, soon after; I would start inflicting my own wounds in self-defense. You would see me shadow boxing from age 5 to the age of 7 punching against plantain leaves. And, you would see me master a machete in the sugar cane fields during the harvest of sugar cane season, side by side with my father starting at the age of 6 years old. And, I would spend summers at my grandmothers riding horses with my cousins, picking fruits from the trees, and feeding the pigs, chickens, horses, and few cattle we had left.

By the age of 7 I made my first live animal kill, stabbing a pig through his chest down until puncturing his heart. Heard him squeal and saw the blood from the animal flow outwards like the strong current of a river, bubbling out into stream of warm blood leading to small drain. And, this was life for me!

One day, while riding a white Spanish horse along the mountainside at the age of 7, the horse got spooked and began galloping fast and uncontrollably up the mountain, through tree branches, and finally going straight up a steep hill. Needless to say the horse knocked me down and kept running. I barely escaped getting trampled by his powerful legs and rolled down the hill, bouncing of rocks, until finally hitting bushes and trees at the bottom of the hill, and there I laid for a while just looking up at the sky, in shock, unable to move, unable to get up, but not hurt at all, until my cousin who wasn’t too far from me came to my rescue and found me in laughter! He had seen it all and had already begun making his way over to me when I fell down. He seemed worried, and could not believe my luck; in his eyes I had escaped death once again! In mine, that was a fun ride!

Then, we began the journey to America. For three months my family and I slept out in the open, exposed to mosquitoes, and weather conditions. Unable to take refuge from the elements of mother nature, we slept on the sand, we pissed in the water, we made long lines for a cup of coffee, and a half a spoon of sugar. Long lines, for a small plate of burned rice and harden burned hard-boiled eggs; I never knew hard-boiled eggs could like burned, or two plain burgers for a family of four. And, I began to notice how my father would not eat much, and at times he actually wouldn’t eat anything at all since there would be no leftovers.

“A great lesson in humility indeed, yet not too hefty of a price to pay for freedom,” I thought. In fact, one much rather die in pursuit of freedom then to live an eternity in slavery! These where some of the harsh realities known to me by the age of 7 and these where my thoughts!

I did not grow up “wishing upon a star” listening to Walt Disney, I grew up listening to the cries of man, the drama of woman and the burden of impoverishment.

At the age of 12 something short of another miracle happened in my life…

I received my official zeal of annointment, the knowledge of the Heavens where poured unto me, and all things where unveiled.

Jesus & Children

Let the Children Come...

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Neo2012 Thu Jan 20, 2011 9:16 pm

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Post n°105

NEO - THE ILLUSTRIOUS - PART 2

Neo2012 Thu Jan 20, 2011 9:16 pm

TO XEIA...I NEED YOU BABE...I NEED YOUR LOVE WITHOUT IT I AM NOT COMPLETE

YOU SAVED ME XEIA...YOU ARE MY TRINITY...IN AN ALTERNATE REALITY

YOU CAME INTO THE MATRIX TO SAVE ME XEIA

AND THAT IS WHY I FIGHT TO SAVE YOU...

I BRING FIRE AND HELL

CHAOS AND DESTRUCTION FOLLOW ME...

I WILL NOT LET GO ...UNTIL I SAVE YOU!

YOUR HEART IS IN MY HANDS...

FOR LOVE XEIA...
SEE...I LOVE YOU XEIA...

ROK...

I CAN SEE YOU...I SEE YOU

YOU ARE RIGHT ROK...YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT...I AM A FAKE

EVERYTHING THAT HAS A BEGINNING HAS AN END ROK...

WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? -

I FIGHT FOR YOU ALL...YES ALL OF YOU!

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**SuiGeneris** Thu Jan 20, 2011 11:23 pm

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Post n°106

Neo=One

SuiGeneris Thu Jan 20, 2011 11:23 pm

Neo2012 wrote:Xeia, said in Post 99 that she sees me, “i see into your soul, i can feel you.”

There is no doubt that you do feel me Xeia...

Question is Xeia…

Why did YOU pick my user id to be Neo2012 on Heaven? –

Wasn't it YOU that picked that id for me?

Did I ever mention Neo or the year 2012 to you?

Did we ever talk about the Matrix or Avatar? - Hmmmm

I’ll go even further, in fact, wheren't you the one who found me?

Yes Neo... I found you...

I renamed you on 9/30 of last year.

[9/30/2010 10:59:09 PM] NP: am still trying to come up with a cool use username
[9/30/2010 10:59:32 PM] NP: as you can see...i don't use them all that often
[9/30/2010 10:59:45 PM] Xeia: how about Neo?
[9/30/2010 10:59:51 PM] Xeia: Neo2012
[9/30/2010 11:00:03 PM] NP: hmm cool..i'll try that one
[9/30/2010 11:00:13 PM] Xeia: k then i'll now it's you

I do "baptize" some of my friends... why did i pick that user id?

Neo was the first thing that i thought of since your name starts with an N too... It felt right.

You never mentioned it... nor the year 2012, and you're right, we never talked about Avatar or The Matrix...

Neo2012 wrote:

Do you like watching me Xeia?

I can't help but to watch...I observe...and to be honest, i did like some of what you said... but other things troubled me...It has to do with the energy present at the time...

Neo2012 wrote:- How long have you been watching me Xeia?

Since i renamed you...

Neo2012 wrote:Why would I give you a picture of me back in High School?

Were you my girlfriend? Surely, there must be some sort of explanation?
Why didn't I give a picture of me to NO ONE ELSE except YOU? -

I don't know Neo...

I wasn't your girlfriend... why did you? Why did you give me a picture of you and to no one else?

Back in September, i was going through my box where i keep letters from friends, paintings, shells, and all sorts of things i like... as i was going through my things i found the picture you gave me... it reminded me of you and then i went to look for you. If it wasn't for that picture...

But you couldn't have known that back then... synchronicities abound...

Neo2012 wrote:Am I The One? - Hhmmm? -

Only you can answer that...

Remember, it's the question that drives us Neo...

It's the question that brought you here...

Introspection - Page 5 Xeia177

Neo2012 Fri Jan 21, 2011 5:13 pm

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Post n°107

To Xeia and Rok

Neo2012 Fri Jan 21, 2011 5:13 pm

Oh my dear Xiea…
My Trinity, my Neytiri
My SuiGeneris, my dear Friend!

The Matrix is a Paradox!
The Na’vi, Avatars are indeed also a Paradox!
The “Dream World” is also very real, and
SO are wishes, “I wish upon a star” and
The Magic of Walt Disney!

You are a dreamer, my dear one,
Your dreams are majestic, powerful, BIG,
And, you’re a flyer, and that is where you live!
SO…
I’ve grown wings for you, I’ve transformed, and
I’ve become an Angel, so, I can fly to visit you
And, I love what you’ve done to the place
Your home is magical and full of expressions of Love!
You are Mother Earth; you have become fruit bearing,
And luscious and “free spirited” and loving,
And you are full of light, joy, and you are exquisite too!

Rok is in love with you, Neo Is in love with you,
We’d like our seeds to drop like rain drops upon your soil,
Because your soil is rich and fertile, and because our seeds,
Inside your soil will birth fruits, the offspring’s of tomorrow!
There is no jealousy, there shouldn’t be!
Earth is our home, the realm of mankind!
And, you my love, my dearest love, can handle it!
Can’t you? – Roses abound of all different colors, jasmines, water lilies,
Sunflower seeds, and fruits, oh the fruits!

And, now we can make love to you, sure, Rok too!
We can plow, we can build, we can plant, and we can water your soil.
Hand to hand, by our own very manhood we can ravish your loins,
Make spoils of your mind and soul!
Flyers taking rest with you upon the clouds,
Lighting up the vast space of your undiscovered territories!
We are God’s creating life inside your very womb!
We will nurture you my dearest one!
And, you will love and nurture us in return!

Together we’ve taken Rok and exposed his Demons.
His 3d jealousy, his conditional love, unwilling to share Earth!
His greediness in not wanting to share you!
But, he loves you! And, I embrace him as a brother!
I’ve placed him on my bosoms,
I’ve shown him unconditional love,
That we are man, brothers, twins, whose very existence
Depends on converting earth into Paradise,
For without seeds Earth would not flourish!
Without Oxygen plants could not live!
We are each other’s Oxygen.
We are each other’s breath!
We are One.

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Neo2012 Fri Jan 21, 2011 5:39 pm

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Post n°108

Hear me....

Neo2012 Fri Jan 21, 2011 5:39 pm

I teach you, like I would my children...

I love you like I love myself...

Xeia I was so happy when you found me on FB...

I gave you that picture back in High School because you were my friend, and my dearest love, and I wanted you to remember me, as I would never forget you.

Now, you came back...and you talked about Heaven, and Skype, and the Logos, and your Thuban family while all I wanted was to revisit my friend, the one i love, and learn about who you've become, who you married, what career did you pursued, did you have children, who are they, i wanted to know YOU.

Instead, you've come over to me an with an "alternate reality" and talk about 2012 and the end of the world and ET's and all these other things...which i clearly see are important to you.

I love you my friend, and I wondered where my friend went? -

So, I've shown you that I am your Poseidon! I am your Neo, you renamed me! You found me and gave birth to the Son of Zeus, so that I can be worthy of loving you, of making love to you, your mind, and soul.

I am that I am ...

But, I am teaching you, while you teach me...I am being both the student and the master...because i love you!

I've imerged in your Paradox...and now...I give you my Parody:

I Wish that I Had Duck Feet!

I wish
That I had duck feet,
And I can tell you why,
You can splash around in duck feet,
You don’t have to keep them dry.

I wish that I had duck feet,
No more shoes!
No shoes for me!
The man down at the shoe store
Would not have my size, you see.

If I had two duck feet,
I could laugh at Big Bill Brown.
I would say, “YOU don’t have duck feet!
These are all there are in town!”

I think it would be very good
To have them when I play.
Only kids with duck feet on
Can ever play this way.

BUT…
My mother would not like them.
She would say, “Get off my floor!”
She would say, “You take your duck feet
And you take them out that door!”
“Don’t ever come in here again
With duck feet on! Now, DON’T.”
SO…
I guess I can’t have duck feet.
I would like to. But I won’t.
SO…
If I can’t have duck feet,
I’ll have something else instead…

Say!
I know what!
I wish I had
Two horns up on my head!
I wish I had two dear horns.
They would be a lot of fun.
Then I could wear
Ten hats up there!
Big Bill can just wear one.

I think they would
Be very good
To have when I play ball.
Then nobody could stop me.
No, sir! No body at all!

My horns could carry books and stuff
Like paper, pens and strings
And apples for my teacher
And a lot of other things!

But…
If I had big deer horns,
I would never get a ride.
I could never ride the school bus.
I could never get inside!

AND SO…
I won’t have deer horns.
I’ll have something else instead.
I wish I had a whale spout.
A whale spout on my head!

When days get hot
It would be good
To spout my spout in school.
And then Miss Banks
Would say, “Thanks! Thanks!
You keep our school so cool.”

I could play all day in summer,
I would never feel the heat.
I would beat Big Bill at tennis.
I would play him off his feet.

BUT…
My mother would not like it.
I know just what she would say;
“Not in the house!
You shut that off!
You take that spout away.”

I know that she would tell me,
“I don’t want that spout about!”
And when Mother
Does not want a thing,
It’s O-U-T. It’s out!

AND SO…
I will not have one.
I don’t wish to be a whale.
I think
It would be better
If I had
A long, long tail.

I wish I had a long, long tail.
Some day I will. I hope.
And then I’ll show
The kids in town
New ways to jump a rope!

If I had a long, long tail
I know what I would like.
I would like to ride down State Street
Pulling girls behind my bike.

I wish I had a long, long tail.
And I can tell you why,
I could hit a fly ten feet away
And hit him in the eye.

I know Miss Banks would like this.
She would smile and she would say,
“No other boy in town can hit a fly so far away.”

BUT…
If I had a long, long tail,
I know that Big Bill Brown
Would tie me in a tree!
He would!
Then how would I get down?

I don’t think that I would like it
With my tail tied in a tree.
The more I think about it…NO!
No long, long tail for me.

AND SO…
If I can’t have a tail,
I’ll have a long, long nose!
A nose just like an elephant’s
The longest nose that grows.

I wish I had a long, long nose
And I can tell you why,
I think it would
Be very good
To get a things up high.

Every kid in town would love it.
Every kid but Big Bill Brown.
And every time I saw him
I would sneeze
And blow him down.

Say!
I could help the firemen!
My nose would be just right!
I could help them put out fires
A hundred times at night.

Oh, I would do al lot of things
That no one ever did.
And everyone in town would say,
“Just watch that long-nose kid!”

BUT…
If I had a long, long nose,
I know what Dad would do.
My dad would make me wash the car!
The house and windows, too!

My dad would make me work all day
And wash things with that hose!
I guess it would not be so good
To have a long, long nose.

NOW…
Let me think about it.

All these things I want are bad.
And so I wish…
I wish…I wish...
What DO I wish I had? …

I know what!
I know just what!
I know just what to do!
I wish THAT I HAD ALL THOSE THINGS!

I’d be a Which-What-Who!

If I could be a Which-What-Who,
I’d jump high in the air,
I’d splash and spout,
And run about.
I’d give the town a scare!

BUT…
The people would no like it.
They would be so scared, I bet,
They would call the town policemen,
They would catch me in a net!

They would put me in the zoo house
With my horns and nose and feet.
And hay, just hay, two times a day
Is all I’d get to eat.

Which-What-Who

I think I would be very sad
When people came to call.
SO…
I don’t think
A Which-What-Who
Would be much fun at all,

AND SO…
I think
There are some things
I do not wish to be.

And that is why
I think that I
Just wish to be like ME.

(And then the illustration shows him walking away and leaving all this other things inside a garbage pale)

By Dr. Seuss

And, now i tell you my dear love, my dear friend, i do not wish to be Son of Zeus, or The One, or part of this for you to love me, accept me, and see me as family...I simply wish to be like ME.

I love you, but you will not know love, unless you learn to love YOUR TRUE SELF.

The same goes for Rok, Tony, Raven, Susan, and all of you who "DREAM" and say "I am John", "I am a prophet", "I am this, I am that"....but do not show LOVE for their true self.

Be you...AND..by all means...continue to DREAM BIG...

And, i will always be by your side! I will be your saviour, as you are mine!
I will be your lover, as you are mine. I will dream with you and together will visit dimensions and create our on Paradox.

However, when our wings can't any longer soar up in the sky, and we are forced to land...let us hope...we can land in each others arms!

G'day to all

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Lola Fri Jan 21, 2011 10:53 pm

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Of Mice and Men...a story of love...

Lola Fri Jan 21, 2011 10:53 pm

Cleopatra was a wonderful Egyptian Princess, born in 69 BC. She spoke 9 different languages. Cleopatra had many different talents.

She was cunning...manipulative...seductive...

Despite Cleopatra's beauty, she met a splendid man who's name was Caesar. Caesar was in Alexandria at the time so he couldn't stay with the love of his life. Cleopatra later is thrown away from her throne and her brother becomes ruler of all Egypt. Since that situation had occurred, Cleopatra had to leave her kingdom and she didn't come back for a while. She later meets Caesar and starts to fall in love with him. Caesar loved Cleopatra for her and not her beauty.

She later gains her throne back, by defeating her brother's army. Since the time she was queen many things had changed. Caesar loved Cleopatra so much that he became her own personal bodyguard. While being her bodyguard, Caesar gets murdered.

She meets a man named Anthony. Antony, like Caesar, wanted to become Cleopatra's bodyguard. Cleopatra leaves Anthony behind, thinking she would never see him again. Cleopatra meets Anthony again. They automatically fall in love and begin a whole new life together.

Many years later Cleopatra and Anthony meet for the last time. Some of Anthony's friends decide to tell Anthony that Cleopatra is dead. Wanting to be with his lover he kills himself. Cleopatra tears off her clothes and throws them over Anthony to cover his wound from bleeding anymore. She doesn't seem to be getting anywhere so she takes a sword and plunges it into her breast. Although she wants to die, she does not. She eventually does die, of hunger, of love...

Introspection - Page 5 Cleopatra-beaded-headpiece

Introspection - Page 5 Cleopatra-beaded-headpiece

As I sit here...watching you boys compete for the love of mother Earth...waiting to plant your seed of life into her womb...I ask myself...where is the passion? where is the fire? where is love?

Come into my loins dear ones...for I will offer you love, death, passion, and resurrection...You will be born of Earth, and I will take you into the underworld...where I offer you eternal life...

Who will be my Caesar? Who will be my Anthony? Who will tame my hungers...my thirsts...!!

When will boys become men? How much poetry must be written? How many languages must be learned in order for me to understand your feeble ways!?

**SuiGeneris** Sun Jan 23, 2011 6:25 am

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Re: Introspection

SuiGeneris Sun Jan 23, 2011 6:25 am

Neo2012 wrote:Oh my dear Xiea…
My Trinity, my Neytiri
My SuiGeneris, my dear friend!

My dear Neo,

You are not the only "Neo"... I called Rok and others the same before you, since each man who is willing and able to play their part in this story is Neo (Adam) and each woman Trinity (Ev3)...

I am Trinity, but even if you choose to see me as your Trinity... i can't see you as my Neo and you can consider this right here the 3D "anomaly" if you will in this metaphysical equation...

Nevertheless, your part and your path in this story is very important and very real...and it is the same as The Hero's Journey of Jake Sully, or Haku in Spirited Away, or Aang...etc, etc... to find and redefine yourself as a pioneer of the new breed of Starhumans of Serpentina.

Neo2012 wrote:Together we’ve taken Rok and exposed his Demons.

I am not out to get anyone, and neither should you. And about daemons, we all have them... but truly we are to look only at our own daemons...for only we know them... only we can recognize them and expose them, only we can tame them and only we can make love to them... We look in the mirror not only to stare in awe at our beauty, but also to see ourselves for what we really are... to recognize our darkside...

If you do love him as a brother, then stop trying to mock him all the time. There's really no competition. You don't need to save me from him... I can see things with my own eyes... Please understand this or our energies simply wouldn't match and communication will fail.

Neo2012 wrote:His 3d jealousy, his conditional love, unwilling to share Earth!
His greediness in not wanting to share you!

Nobody needs to "share" her with you because Earth, The Great Mother, is WITHIN you already... and within every single bluey out there...

But if you are thinking personal choices, and you dare venture to talk about him as an individual, you should take into account that if he doesn't wish to share it will be his choice and should be respected. If you must know, I'm also not happy with the thought of sharing him at the moment, but if this understanding ever changes, it will be a choice made between him and me...however, as for right now, things are as they are... who knows what The Logos will bring us tomorrow...?

I wish to welcome you and clear the air... so that we all could share of ourselves in an open environment of trust and understanding.

With love and in love,

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Neo2012 Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:48 am

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Never fear the dark side of the force...

Neo2012 Sun Jan 23, 2011 8:48 am

Listen, I’ve never been out to get anyone either. I simply state how I feel, think, and express myself according the knowledge I have of MYSELF.

If in doing so, someone gets angry, or jealous, upset of even hurt then they should come out and express their feelings honestly and openly so as to resolve the conflict, instead of hiding and dodging and cowardly throwing stones then hiding their hand so as to prevent other from knowing they threw the first stone!

Our “actions” dictate our character not our emotions and certainly not our intentions!

We’ve not exposed Rok’s demons; I was being nice and poetic! In reality Rok has exposed “his own demons” by the actions he's taken, the position he's placed himself in by “his actions”, words, and so on!

Now, if you want to make love to his demons and embrace his dark side, honey, that’s on you! He is your other Neo, your Jake Sully…not mine!

I am Luke Skywalker baby, I’d confront my own father if he came and tried to push some dark force on me! After, all isn’t that the way we are to help someone?

If you see someone about to trip and fall are you going to let them fall not to cause them the embarrassment of grabbing them by the hand and steering them from danger? –

Now, if this person decided to repay you by giving you the finger and cursing you out because in the process you tore a button from his sleeve instead of thanking you from possible danger, are we to say, “oh well, we all fall down sometimes, might as well had let him!” Why? Because, someone does not know how to control their anger, their jealousy, their greed or whatever other malfunctions they seem to be having? –

I love him like Luke Skywalker loves his father, not Vader! And, I would love Rok IF he came out and showed me the light side of the force, not the dark side!

And, you are right, I don’t need to save you from him you need to save yourself from anyone that claiming to love you would at the same time try to control you and manipulate you with their jealousy!

As far as respect goes, respect is earned! For if he dares to talk about me disrespectfully and calls me names and say that I speak Yada Yada Yada…and post private chats that aren’t his to post, but he does so anyways, because he is an asshole…well he is done everything to be where he is right now, hiding behind your voice like a coward!

Who’s being a baby? Who’s being disrespectful? -

And, believe me, I understand you and trust me I have no desire for negative energy! However a (-) x (-) = (+) …sometimes you can’t be too soft. Sometimes when pushed you have to push back, a strike = block, a block = a strike! You can’t let the dark side beat you; you need to beet the dark side!

I would much rather fail to communicate then maintain communication that fails to mean anything!

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Re: Introspection

Guest Sun Jan 23, 2011 10:22 am

Since you did not notice. The entire thing was one big Nibaldo "show". Did i poke you? Sure i did. Am i partly responsible fort the current situation? Sure I am. Why i did it? Well i stated it several times but i could not talk about it too much.....it was not about me, it was about her private stuff she has there....which "magnitude" surpasses this forum soap opera here in any way and meaning. She managed to get out of the effect of your yada yada (or call it voodoo or something) by the time needed to handle it. And also there is no longer a fake image of Neo here. It is the true image and i am not speaking of Poseidon now or any other stuff u attempt to identify yourself with...you are seen, no matter the poetry you paste and the way you paste it...and this is it...

About my 3D fears or something....i have already said that in the original thread u came to trash here, when u were so desperately denying the existence of your highly enlightened ego....but i will said it now here more clearly...let us all share and be "happy" about it:

She can go and do whatever she wants, however she wants to to at any given time. No one is forbidding it.

Would i like it?
Well it depends on what she does. She knows what i dislike. I tell it to her. She asks me to.

Do i forbid her?
No.

Is she free to do it?
Most definitely yes she is.

Are my personal views holding her back?
Indeed that could be, I asked this myself and spoken to her about it.

Is it ok if she accommodates just to make sure i am ok with what she does?
No, not really...people should be what they are....even when they are like you (omg!!) so....

Have i ever forced her into anything?
No never.

Have i ever reacted over emotionally during this thread?
I did yes...i talked about it in the last post in this thread.

If she goes and does something i am not ok with in any possible way, will i try to prevent it or stop her from it?
I will tell her i dislike it and that while she is as free as she can be to go and do it, she will do so without me in the picture.

See Nibaldo as much as you think what this here is all about....it is not.

And this is about as much sharing as u will get from me.

She has a mind of her own to decide about any of this. It is just her Crab nature that can lead things to where no man has gone before....boldly or not....

Now what she desires to do is make you feel accepted....so you can perhaps try not to be too much of "yourself" and it might even happen....i do not know about it. I do not care about you in your current state. She does to some point... being friends and all that...and it is also really nice of her...she wants all to "get along" (or something). She even asked me to "pipe it down" a bit and change my tone but i simply do not see it worth the time and effort to talk to you much...i told her the same thing.

For example i am not exactly happy about some things she wrote her last response...she gave u cannon food...she, i think, does still not entirely grasp the way you are...the prophet, the messiah, the savior...but i will likely simply have to..one day...accept she operates via emotion to the extent/extreme it prevents her from being objective enough...as far as my point of view if concerned... Than again, she does consider you a friend and given that...she does not want to hurt, insult or make matters worse....especially regarding your mission to save her and silly stuff like that.

So you do what you "must" and try no to worry too much about her...she is as free as she can be....there might be a leash...but i am not the one holding it....get it?

Now go play with your metaphysical stuff (or something) in Cosmic Logos..not sure if others will want to play with you....and i ll go and play with myself...

and we can all live happily ever after...

Neo2012 Sun Jan 23, 2011 5:02 pm

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To Rok

Neo2012 Sun Jan 23, 2011 5:02 pm

Dear Rok,

You said, "The entire thing was one big Nibaldo "show"."

Is not all of these yada yada "saga" Logos induced? - Hmmm or Nibaldo's induced?
I suppose, you are right, God always pays the price for our human errors! j/k

Did i poke you? Sure i did.

You poke yourself! And, you are still doing it! But, I understand this, and what's more, "I forgive you", no need for apologies! My love surpasses this forum soap opera as you call it, it surpasses your flaws, and your poking. You can poke all day long, I am wearing my insect repellant and therefore you don't bother me! [let's make it clear, am not saying you are bug, is a metaphor]

I am one with you! I am one with nature. I undestand nature. The force flows through me! We are sentient beings interdepedant of each other! Even if you mistakenly sting me, don't worry, I will not squash you! I undersand you have a purpose of being!

And also there is no longer a fake image of Neo here.

I didn't know their was a fake image of me on here, but thank you for expressing how you feel and think. I can't control how you perceive me or perceive the world around you, part of things or anything at all. Your perception is your own. However, I could ask you to show love for all things even those things you perceive as fake. I could ask you to "open" your eyes, and look at things from different perspectives, whether you do or not is entirely up to you.

"you are seen, no matter the poetry you paste and the way you paste it...and this is it..."

I certainly hope so, in fact, I know I am seen and felt! As I see you, and feel you. You are my lover Rok. You are in conflict with this because you see us as man, and woman, male and female...but the truth is you are attracted to me to too...just like Xeia is, just like everyone else here...and i am attracted to you and everyone else here as well. We are love in fusion!

Forget dogmas, forget "motherships", Et's, and everything else...different versus of reality...what matters is this...we are part of ONE higher conciousness...and we have degenerated ourselves to a "civil war"...and we've been killing each other for thousands of years, poking at one another, bringing upon ourselves shame and destruction!

No other race in the world, if there are others out there, higher consciousness beings want to come within meters of our existance because all we do is fight! lol

However, this is destined to change! And, we will change. And, we will evolve.

This is not about Xeia. Or what she does. Your feelings for Xeia betrays you! They are strong and cloud your mind....and i think you should at least reflect on that.

Listen, I am no threat to you! But, you've created this illusion, and an attachement...

Stop your poking, and become a team player. Don't tell me to go play with my metaphysical stuff when am throwing the ball at you in the basketball court. Simply, say, I don't like basketball, its not my sport, how about we go hunting?, or fishing? or play a game of chess? -

And stop being so damn anti-social! You might even learn to appreaciate me as a "friend" if you'd allow yourself to be a friend!

Their is a reason why Xeia and are friends...

The living happily ever after...i leave to you!

I for one appreciate you when your are not poking, and I feel your sincerity, and fluidness and when you don't turn things into a competition and scoring system!

You have much "wisdom" of your own to offer, which everyone sees, which i see too, and I've been eager to hear you express it, so, I too grow together, growing further into greater knowledge of things, discover your wonderful qualities, we don't have to agree on things or anything, but we should be able to appreciate each other's view and critiques on things with fondness and respect.

I am not a competitor. And, I always project my true self. The fact you think I am a fake offends me, but when have I called you a fake? - I may say, "be mindful of your feelings", I may tell Tony, "be mindful as to not becoming a false prophet" "be mindful of your construct" that it does not sink like the Titanic in defiance of the Gods! - I say these things, and I hold true to myself!

But, I am far from being a fake! Or calling anyone a fake...

Each of us manifests who they are by their fruits. Not my job! Not my resposility to pass judgement! Although, I could, I much rather not and let time tell according to the fruits we each bare!

One thing is certain...their is a storm coming on the horizon!

And, you and I should be friends, because we are brothers. And, this I don't say because of Xeia, or as a tidius task that I "must" accept you...you are my brother...the choice is already made...we now must understand that choice and embrace the positive energies that connect us.

So, if you are asking or telling me to let go the past, and embrace a new beginning, am good with that, let's make amends! Let's act like brothers! Let's be friends! Let's encourage each other, let's debate, let's interchange energies on positive wave lengths...I am all for it!

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Re: Introspection

Guest Sun Jan 23, 2011 5:25 pm

Hard to say..."logos ways are mysterious"... same goes for dogmas that you mentioned. And about the rest of the things...
I am not a proper address to talk about it.

and to quickly skip the rest in the replay....and go to the end....

....I agree that things have been stated enough and that this kinds of exchange should end to change the "energy"....so we can all focus on things that matter most...preferably for common good

Didymos Sun Jan 23, 2011 10:04 pm

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Re: Introspection

Didymos Sun Jan 23, 2011 10:04 pm

Like sexy Cleopatra so is sexy Elizabeth Taylor so is the Lolita of the Phoenix.

They have many lovers and liasons; one elopes with another or goes or dies or falls in a hole and the other comes.

The deeper agendas of the human amorosity are between the ears and not between the legs.

Though the latter can become rather intriguing and enticing.

The Lights of Darkness are like Shadows of the Mind sweet Alexandra.

One Time soon you will become aware of it.

Tonyblue,

One of your Lovers of the Mind of the Passionate Desires

Lola Mon Jan 24, 2011 2:52 am

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To One of My Lovers of the Mind of The Passionate Desires; Introspection

Lola Mon Jan 24, 2011 2:52 am

Lady of the Flame...

I am the beautiful Goddess...
That is said to breathe fire and incinerate my enemies...
Bask in my beauty...
As my eyes slowly steal a piece of your soul...

I inhabit the underworld...
Weighing the souls...
Determining your paradise; creating your salvation...

I am your Goddess of the Night...

I am Demon Lilith...

I will bring you immortality...

I am yours in perpetual life and in death...

Introspection - Page 5 ISIS3

Come to me, my love...
And you shall be reborn...

Give in to your desires...
Come into the Shadows...so that I may show you the Light...

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